!!Everything's about to change!!

It's been so hard to juggle sorting, packing, planning, and working all in my schedule. Reality is starting to sink in. I have 19 days left in Oregon. 19 DAYS!! This time next month I will have already been in school for a full week. This time next month orientations will be done, syllabus's will have been read, homework will have been assigned, my parents will have returned home from dropping me off. It's no longer "in a few months" it's in a few days!
I am hanging out with friends, walking my favorite walking trails, doing my least favorite chores, all with the knowledge that these are my final days for a long time, that I will be doing all of this. I am no longer talking about my going away party, I am actually planning. Requested the day off from work two days ago.
My tv shows will be different. My food, my friends, my bed, my schedule, my climate will all be different in just 19 days! I have the next two days off and want to do nothing but sit and relax. It's something I haven't done in a long time, spend the entire day doing....nothing!

I went to sit outside this afternoon for some fresh air, and had to bring a blanket with me. In 19 days I will be in 100 degree weather. The weather was in the late 70's for three days this past week, before that was cold, then yesterday was rain, and today is cold. I am so looking forward to getting into warmer weather, but still can't wrap my mind around the fact that I will be in that warmer weather in 19 days! In 10 days I have my farewell party, 17 days I quit my job, and in 19 days I am Oklahoma bound! It's so exciting! Oh! I am starting to get rained on(lousy rain! . I better end this and find shelter inside :)